Thursday, March 26, 2009

Falling Leaves

Sometimes I get depressed
sometimes I get real low
those times I'd sometimes wish
I wasn't me

the trees lose leaves
struck by schorching sun
and brown the leaves would fall
lost to the ground

then and by I'd call someone
and just talk, for a while or
I'd drag the poor dears out
just because I needed them (and won't say why)

eventually the winds would blow
sweeping off the leaves
and green the leaves grows
ever so again.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Light Bits

  1. New prescriptions for mine eyes; L150 R225, the increase of a whopping 50! What have I been doing with my eyes? Now suffering from headaches, since am not used to it yet.
  2. I have two new kittens. I named them Cicero and Zhia Ul Haq, Cc and Zhia for short. Cc as in the philosopher and Zhia Pakistan's former PM and General. Two absolutely adorable and obedient kittens. It was worth the three days Mom was upset about me & Abah ganging up bringing the dears home.
  3. I applied for Llb. Hopefully I'll actually get accepted this time.
  4. Bupu's aircond broke down. Dammit.
  5. I'm on the fourth book of Dune. I just love curling up in bed with a box of chocolates and a good book. It doesn't beat spending time with friends, but hey, it feels good.
  6. I don't know why I think about someone often. Isn't it odd how some people just bounces in your mind for no good reason?
  7. Malay society gets extremely nervous when a supposedly 'pretty' girl (and I use this term loosely) decides that she wants a career first and postpose everything else. I wonder why...
  8. I'm on my 4th month with Gan, Ho & Razlan Hadri now. How does time fly, eh?

Thursday, March 05, 2009

Wish

I wish I could love you
what stayed my lips?
I wish I could be
in love again

I wish I could love you
for in love I'm true
as nothing compares
to the gift of self

I wish I could love you
but on my heart, another
he who breaks, he who takes
he who was my sorrow

I wish I could love you
I can find no fault
sweet and sincere
this who beckons me in

I wish I could love you
what is wrong with me?

I wish...

....many things.